Ruusu-chan

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Hi!

So my kiriban was caught by MrSebi and for the feature prize I was asked to give it to InspectorClarke so here is the feature journal!!!

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Hey,

So my kiriban was caught!!!

I'll post the feature journal in the morning

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That's right my Kiriban at 2000 is drawing close and here's a reminder of what that entails!

Note me a screenshot of the captured 2000th pageview

If two or more deviants send me a shot of the captured kiriban I'll accept the one that I receive first as the winner

PRIZES!

One request with a simple BG

Llama (if I haven't given you one already)

1 week journal feature of your work (you choose four pieces from your gallery)





Also for those of you wondering,
I have moved out of my mother's house and am now at my grandparents house even though they aren't really in a position to look after me but they have got me funding for a laptop so that I can talk to you guys again properly

Hopefully I'll be starting college in a few weeks time if I'm still feeling ok and will get better at art and earn some money eventually to get a place of my own

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Ummmm this morning my abusive mother flew off at me again, worse than usual this time, and I can't take living like this under her abuse anymore, she does this to me at least twice a day and that is definitely an everyday occurrence.

She will also frequently deprive both me and my two sisters, who are both young, of food and cleaning products and even toilet paper so that she can smoke, sometimes though it can be simply because she is feeling in a bad mood and decides that she just doesn't want us to have them.

In the past she has hit me, thrown things at me, dragged me about, sometimes by my hair, she also hits my sisters way more than necessary ( not that I believe in any level of corporal punishment, she just takes it way way over the line, hence my wording) and I can't bare to hear her hitting against them or the marks that they have had or seeing her go back for second, third, fourth and sometimes more hits..


It is all so wrong and I just wan't to be able to stop her from doing any of the nasty things that she does but she is huge, she's really tall  and big built and it's resulted in her being really strong, she uses the strength to bully us, she even threatens my youngest sister's dad into doing all of her housework when she doesn't feel like it where she is strong.

and as for the lying, disappearing off for about 8-9 hours at a time and sometimes more, she won't tell anybody where she's going, if she does then it's just a lie about where, but I know where. she goes to her friend's house and comes back in funny moods and then a little bit later or the next day she'll crash down and be in a furious mood or sleeping on the sofa all day (she sleeps there all of the time, I sleep in an armchair every night while her second cousin gets a double bed upstairs, he doesn't belong here though, she just get's money for him that she can steal from him so he gets to keep that privilege _{I'll get onto the money stealing in a minute}) as well as the moods she seems to always be 'losing' money which she accuses us of taking, now I don't know about you but it all sounds pretty suspicious to me and it's not right she has young girls that depend on her and she stabs them in the back like this.

In other lies, she makes up reasons to have a go at us, for example only this morning she shouted at me for my kitten going to the bathroom (the solid waste kind) on our utility room floor so I go out to look, no such poo anywhere to be found (the closest was the that comes out of her mouth) I even checked around the house to make sure that I didn't hear the wrong location of said kitten poo, She only makes this stuff up so that she has a reason to be angry at us and I think that it's horrible, she will even sit on the sofa at night shouting at my sisters upstairs for making the slightest (apparent) noise, I say apparent because they are always asleep when she does this and as well as it being unfair on them it also stops me from sleeping and I have trouble with that anyway. I really don't understand how she can want to find reasons to argue and upset her own children, it's sick!

Other instances where she betrays her own children would be how she tries to lie to me about how much of my DLA she still has left to give to me, I think that this is disgusting, I would put money on her owing me over £800 of withheld DLA over the past month that I have been receiving it.

All of the things that she does to us yet SHE calls me scum

I am so sorry for this rant, It probably wasn't the best place to let all of this stuff out but y'know fml and all of that.

I shall get to the point of this journal now, as a result of all of the above plus how she was even more off the handle than usual than usual I have to leave and unless I can go somewhere with an internet connection then I probably won't be able to get online.

I'm sorry again for this huge rant, I really am.

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Seriously, check out her art!!!

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